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Oh heckin' heck, tornado warnings. Hoo. Apr 18, 2019 at 3:00 PM

    1. Astatine
      Astatine
      Oh heckin' heck, tornado warnings. Hoo.
    2. Astatine
      Astatine
      Sometimes I feel like I'm not supposed to be in this time, this place. This wasn't meant for me, or was I not meant for this. Who really is?
      1. Exosphere likes this.
      2. Astatine
        Astatine
        Side note I'm going to be on a trip for most of next week so expect updates on my threads to be, uh, even less frequent than they are now.
        Apr 12, 2019
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      3. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        I get that.
        Apr 14, 2019 at 11:51 PM
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    3. TheComputer8423
    4. Astatine
      Astatine
      I don't really have anything to say here so there's just this placeholder until I come up with something worth actually putting up here, eh?
      1. CoolKidz22 likes this.
    5. Astatine
      Astatine
      Why do grades really matter? Not just overall, but why the hell m' parents think it's the end of the world when I get one bad grade. Geez...
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      2. Astatine
        Astatine
        They know how well I usually do, so stuff like that's a one-off. I mean, I get that they have the right to care, but they're pretty academic-based and they're definitely going to overreact a crap ton, as stated. Merf. I'd know, they've complained before when I got B+s in English, even though that's equal (if not better than) to people I know.
        Apr 5, 2019
      3. Astatine
        Astatine
        The mainly annoying part is that now they're going to assume I don't pay attention in class aaaaaahahahah friggin parents so out of touch with how I function-
        Apr 5, 2019
      4. Scythe
        Scythe
        I know this as much as you. My parents complain when I get a 93, and some people at my school are failing.
        Apr 5, 2019
    6. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      Goshdarn it I tried to press go to profile but it kept pressing the ignore button freaking mouse pads
      1. CoolKidz22 likes this.
    7. Astatine
      Astatine
      Maybe there's nothing left inside my head, either. Suppose that'd explain a lot of things, really. Shining silk and shady spinners, nothing!
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      2. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        happy wahoo
        Apr 2, 2019
      3. Scythe
        Scythe
        eat the homework and eat a wafer and question why a wafer exists
        Apr 2, 2019
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      4. NetherNitro
        Apr 2, 2019
    8. DiddyLox
      DiddyLox
      Can you link me the post where you got a helper lapis?
      1. Astatine
        Astatine
        Yea, sure. Just give me... two, three months to hecking scan through every page of ratings received xd
        I can't see every page, goshdarnit.
        Apr 1, 2019
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    9. MindCrack777
      MindCrack777
      Love the pfp. Xkcd OP
    10. Astatine
      Astatine
      I think I spend way too much time in my room. Then again, there's not much to do outside of it anymore. It's like there's nothing out there.
      1. Exosphere likes this.
      2. Scythe
        Scythe
        GO OUTSIDE ENJOY THE FALLING PANCAKES AND KNOW THAT YOU'RE DOOMED
        Mar 28, 2019
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      3. TRUMPfor2020
        TRUMPfor2020
        Hello fellow introvert eating doritos playing csgo and watching benshapiro every weekend
        Mar 29, 2019
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      4. Astatine
        Astatine
        I haven't eaten Doritos in forever, have never played csgo, and don't watch Ben Shapiro, but hello to you as well.
        Mar 29, 2019
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    11. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      wahoo
      1. Astatine
        Astatine
        wahoo...
        Mar 28, 2019
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      2. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        Why do I keep saying wahoo...
        Mar 28, 2019
    12. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      I'm now sad
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      2. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        But I'm bigg sadd
        Mar 27, 2019
      3. Astatine
        Astatine
        But whyyy :<
        Mar 27, 2019
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      4. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        Because I have no hashbrowns
        Mar 27, 2019
    13. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      wahoo
      1. Astatine
        Astatine
        Indeed...
        Mar 27, 2019
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      2. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        wahoo
        Mar 27, 2019
    14. Astatine
      Astatine
      I feel like I should be studying for that science test, but at the same time... I feel like the results will never be important to anything.
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      2. Astatine
        Astatine
        goshdarnit he denied one sheet and only gave me 55% on the other
        my parents are going to kill me hahahaha
        Apr 4, 2019
      3. Astatine
        Astatine
        Oh, goodie. I've been doing so damn good in everything else and I've been completely screwed over in science by one lab sheet I fucked up on, because that was the only lab this quarter and now it's 20% of my grade, and a really illy timed exam. Shit grades were inevitable, I never could multitask well. Does it even really matter, grades are averaged over the year for a final one! What's the deal...
        Apr 4, 2019
      4. Astatine
        Astatine
        On the other, more optimistic note, wahoo~ third quarter of straight As on Spanish and Math! Of course, the List will completely ignore those to rant at me for a single pointless grade. I'd know, I've been yelled at for a D that was 20% of a grade (Wound up with a B anyway, like geez), soooo... should probably get proficient in knife-wielding pretty soon.
        Apr 4, 2019
    15. CoolKidz22
      CoolKidz22
      can i get some hash browns
      1. Astatine
        Astatine
        I'm too tired for this. Get denied, ha perish.
        Mar 25, 2019
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      2. CoolKidz22
        Mar 25, 2019
    16. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      Wheeeeeeeeeee
    17. Astatine
      Astatine
      I might be in my element, but I'm completely out of my mind. Ain't that right? Right? No? Out of your depth, I guess. That's rightly right.
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      2. CoolKidz22
        CoolKidz22
        Are you ok there?
        Mar 20, 2019
      3. Astatine
        Astatine
        Are any of us ever really 'ok'?
        Mar 20, 2019
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      4. CoolKidz22
        CoolKidz22
        I mean
        It depends on how you define "ok"
        Mar 20, 2019
    18. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      Now what do I do?
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      3. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        wOw i dId iT
        Mar 22, 2019
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      4. Scythe
        Scythe
        WoAh
        Mar 22, 2019
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      5. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        wHoOsH
        Mar 22, 2019
    19. Scythe
      Scythe
      Can you make me a pfp? I really do like your art.
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      2. Scythe
        Scythe
        Oh wait, you did say you made one. O.
        Mar 16, 2019
      3. Astatine
        Astatine
        Scythe
        you TART
        Mar 16, 2019
      4. NetherNitro
        NetherNitro
        Can I be a tart too?
        Mar 17, 2019
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    20. NetherNitro
      NetherNitro
      Can I be a hashbrown?
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    Home Page:
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    Searching for an escape from this reality.
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    Trying to salvage what remains of my sanity.
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    Welcome to Limbo my Info Page.

    I’m Astatine, if you don’t know already. Or Shatter. Occasionally go by ShatterFalling, an older username I’m sometimes called by. Or one of my several other aliases. I've stopped playing Minecraft for the most part, so this is probably the only place you're likely to find me. Don't even bother asking to play, I don't currently own any devices that are compatible with Minecraft. Really need a companion? Go ask one of those people who can't even take a one-week ban. Pitiful, but at least they'll be there constantly.

    I had a goal of 10K kills goin’ on in Wizards, once upon a universe. Got forced into a break, and got too rusty to do much. Fantastic. I have a lot of deaths that I have no idea where they came from, since I don’t die too frequently nowadays. And ChocolateNova’s called my strategy trash, I’m quite pleased, and considering I’ve seen them do the same? Who are they to say that, hah! Although now I'm a bit disappointed about my Wizards goals, since I've been offa Minecraft long enough that I'm probably going to be rusty as hell once I get back to playing, and that's just going to crash my K/D ratio. Not that I'd even be able to play properly, I don't even have a mouse to aim with, let alone a device that's compatible with Minecraft multiplayer. Even if I did, I'd probably just retreat back to singleplayer, or screw with the HPM crew on their server.

    I finally got an Xbox at least, so I can get around to playing singleplayer Minecraft again. Maybe even screw around with my sibling once her controller arrives, that might actually be fun. Well, might. She's triggered. Over the controls, of all things. And the fact that the Xbox doesn't come with Peggle, of all games. Then again, I'm not really sure what I expected.

    I got a couple more Xbox games, fun. Although they're pre-owned and I'm not sure how to even play them. No Man's Sky and something else that I don't recognize. Flip side, my sibling and her friends tried playing Minecraft today (2/19/19) and in short, they sucked at it. Well. They were lighting a village on fire in Creative mode, and trying to punch animals while repeatedly punching holes and falling into caves due to their inability to grasp the proper controls.


    I... exist. In a sort. Forums, my frequenting. Hosting Hunger Games, GMing some boss fights, murdering my former friends <and getting away with it, too>. In all essence, I simply lurk around and pretend I'm an active member of the community. It's fun. Kind of. Not anymore. Well, Offtopic is another place of frequentings. I sometimes have quite a bit to do and/or say there, although the forum quality is slowly but steadily decreasing. Well, it's what I do, yea? Eh, Hypixel Server Discussion is another one, although not always constantly. Now what.

    I feel useful. Well, not really. But I feel logical and chaotic and more than a bit ticked off about the condition of the Forums. My insanity's pushing me to be a Helper. At least, when I'm old enough. One day, I tell ya. Or perhaps not, considering how people refer to the staff team nowadays. They can't be all bad, y'know? Eh, whatever. Lack motivation and effort anyways, and there's a snowflake's chance in hell I'll ever be friendly enough for it. I'm insensitive as all get out, and my facade is simply humor and a sharp tongue nowadays. Losing the capability to act nice nowadays, what with all the blasphemy and nonsense some people are willing to believe, dammit!

    I change my mind on the above. I don't feel like I'd be of any help, not anymore. After all, hafta help myself first before I can move onto others. Not even sure if I can manage that, losing myself in my own twisty imagination. I should stop rewriting myself.

    I wish I was more skilled at the things that matter, at least to me. I don't know why I'm so interested in bladecraft, but I'll probably never learn. Archery might be easier, there's at least classes nearby, albeit a cramped schedule and nowhere to practice helps nothing. Science, at least, should come to me easily (I mean, my name, dammit!) but it turns out my attention span is quite fragile, to say the least. Now what? I have no real plans in life, and the day I'll need one is coming ever nearer.


    I don't really know if any of that matters anymore, really. Just nothin' to it. It's not really like any of my interests ever last, anyway. The archery classes stopped a long time ago, science grades dropped harder than my motivation somehow, and it's only a matter of time before parents find out about the latter and then I really won't have anything I'd rather do. Of course. They're not even just out of touch with my emotions at this point, gee golly.


    I happened to join in a Hypixel Danganronpa thing, for fun. Wahoo. More excuses to fictionally murder unknown anons, seen only through a screen. At least people act humorous and cheerful about it rather than the horror and shunning of the 'real' world. People will be people, so plain-as-porridge and set in moral stone. What's the point, pretending to have morals when all they seek is profit? Hypocrites, the headless masses.

    I'm worried about the long-term. Eh. Less worried, more concerned for my health and sanity. Suppose that's normal, but I've really never had any plans for the world past 18. College, learning, working jobs to scrape what little cash I'd be able while preparing for years of sitting behind a desk and pretending I'm happy? The very notion of romantics and creating a family is something I will not strive for, I've never been interested in the congealed mess of redundant personalities and blurry faces that composes the people of this world. And I'm apparently supposed to embrace this as my life even while we tear apart the very world we reside in. Maybe I'm pessimistic, or maybe I'm right.

    I'm tired of the present. Parents prattling on and on about college prep and AP courses. They're expecting me to get at least three AP courses, to even be 'considered' by whatever big college they'll eventually settle upon forcing me at. I couldn't even get assigned into Honors for the upcoming 10th grade year, and they want me to try to aim for four or five. Really now? I have five main subjects a year, and four years. 1/4 of that to consist of APs? I know how well I can study, and it's not cut out for that. It's almost not worth trying for, if I wasn't just that worried that maybe I'll still be around for that fallout. Guess I'll just stare at the ceiling some more, there's not much I truly want to do that'd be a better use of time.

    I have no idea how I'm supposed to interact with the social groups of my high school. Everyone's formed into groups already, which I have no interest in joining. I fail to understand how people seem to think I'd ever be interested in their conversations of celebrity gossip, sports, and insulting the teachers and other students. They're all either shallow, conceited brats or too closely intertwined with one for me to rather it. I hate social systems, and hate how my parents think I'm socially inept because of it. I know normal social behavior, there's just no one worth wasting my breath on. And I prolly don' got much more of that anyway, what with the hand I was dealt.

    I don't know anymore. Live is life, so we do the best we can. But sometimes it's just not living anymore, and your best yields nothing but pain and no gain. And then what can we do, when the world feels bleak and hopeless? I'm supposed to enjoy my childhood years. But school, expectations, reality? Falling knives that I can't dodge forever. But I'll try to keep the facade of a happy, innocent individual for as long as I can, anyways. Don't know for who, anymore.

    I’m bored, exhausted, uncaring, unneeded. Real life, forums, here, there, elsewhere, who knows. It’s a constant. There's nothing really left for me, at this point. And I'm young, compared to some people. What does that spell for you? And besides, what’s real here? I just feel transparent nowadays. And I can't be bothered to care, honestly. Life won't stop for me, even if it's just an endless loop of toil and tedium. Which it is, really. I expect I'll be nothing more than a footnote once my time comes to pass. So many things to say, some of which might not be true? Who knows? Not you. Not me. Who knows? We'll see. Still got no idea what the hell's wrong with me.

    ...

    Astatine's Personal Directory of Things
    Hypixel Danganronpa: (Game 0, Game 1, Game 2, Game 3, Game 4, Game 5, Game 6.inf,)

    Hypixel Danganronpa Stats since I figure I'll be a slightly present participant

    Kills are - By my Actions/Total Including Collateral Trial Death

    Game 1: Ultimate Hunter - Winner <Trial 2> - Kills: 1/4 - Ryast (Night 3? Victim), YoshiDaYoshi (Trial Lynch), p0pturt + Projectionist (Trial Victims)
    Game 2: Ultimate Hunter again - Lynched < Trial 1>, Revived <Night 3>, Winner <Trial 3> - Kills: 4/6 - Zichy + JavaBrine (Night 1 Victims), NanoCourse + Skullmaster4 (Night 5 Victims), Mobocracy (Trial 3 Lynch), NetherNitro (Trial Victim)
    Game 3: Co-mod with Skullmaster4.
    Game 4: Ultimate Survivor - Lynched <Trial 2>, Replaced In w/ Sulit + Hungurr, Trial Victim <Trial 3>, Hecking Ghost Hydra < - Kills: 1/1 - Apple_iPwn_U <Night 3 Victim>
    Game 5: Ultimate Mage-unless-i'm-not

    Awards and All That Jazz
    Game 1: Did awards even exist
    Game 2: Longest PM (34 Pages, fight me)
    Game 3: begone
    Game 4: Craziest Plan, Most Unexpected Loss, Most Actions
    Game 5: no

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    Me, be motivated? Never! ...like seriously, never. I can't even be bothered to do homework sometimes. Aaaand I know it's a bad habit and maybe I should get around to doing that one packet of half-finished stuff. Albeit, I'd rather faceplant on my bed and let my mental capacity continue hemorrhaging then have my brain cells still dying and having to do some packet of insufferably unimportant work. I don't see much difference, but being lazy means I don't have to face that homework while I'm not tolerating it.

    The creator of the "Forum Games/Hunger Games Simulator", "Forum Duels", "War of Luck 2.0" and "1000 Bottles of Pop on the Wall" threads, Head GM of the "Forum Adventurers"
    thread, attempting (and failing) to continue a "Donjon" thread, and I dunno. I don't think anyone will remember me. I'm not sure if I want anyone to.

    "No one really listens to anyone else, and if you try it for a while, you'll see why." - Mignon McLaughlin
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