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Emotions going twisted and whack, outta control. Don' really know what's going on anymore, feels like reality's at a disconnect. Or it's me. Nov 12, 2018 at 9:43 PM
- On a quest for proper fun and happiness.
Welcome to Limbo my Info Page.
I’m Astatine, if you don’t know already. Or Shatter. Occasionally go by ShatterFalling, an older username I’m usually called by. I've stopped playing Minecraft for the most part, so this is probably the only place you're likely to find me. Don't even bother asking to play, I don't currently own any devices that are compatible with Minecraft. Really need a companion? Go ask one of those people who can't even take a one-week ban. Pitiful, but at least they'll be there constantly.
I had a goal of 10K kills goin’ on in Wizards, once upon a universe. Got forced into a break, and got too rusty to do much. Fantastic. I have a lot of deaths that I have no idea where they came from, since I don’t die too frequently nowadays. And ChocolateNova’s called my strategy trash, I’m quite pleased, and considering I’ve seen them do the same? Who are they to say that, hah!
I... exist. In a sort. Forums, my frequenting. Hosting Hunger Games, GMing some boss fights, murdering my former friends <and getting away with it, too>. In all essence, I simply lurk around and pretend I'm an active member of the community. It's fun. Kind of. Not anymore. Well, Offtopic is another place of frequentings. I sometimes have quite a bit to do and/or say there, although the forum quality is slowly but steadily decreasing. Well, it's what I do, yea? Eh, Hypixel Server Discussion is another one, although not always constantly. Now what.
I feel useful. Well, not really. But I feel logical and chaotic and more than a bit ticked off about the condition of the Forums. My insanity's pushing me to be a Helper. At least, when I'm old enough. One day, I tell ya. Or perhaps not, considering how people refer to the staff team nowadays. They can't be all bad, y'know? Eh, whatever. Lack motivation and effort anyways, and there's a snowflake's chance in hell I'll ever be friendly enough for it. I'm insensitive as all get out, and my facade is simply humor and a sharp tongue nowadays. Losing the capability to act nice nowadays, what with all the blasphemy and nonsense some people are willing to believe, dammit!
I wish I was more skilled at the things that matter, at least to me. I don't know why I'm so interested in bladecraft, but I'll probably never learn. Archery might be easier, there's at least classes nearby, albeit a cramped schedule and nowhere to practice helps nothing. Science, at least, should come to me easily (I mean, my name, dammit!) but it turns out my attention span is quite fragile, to say the least. Now what? I have no real plans in life, and the day I'll need one is coming ever nearer.
I play Hypixel Mafia for the heck of it. I’m not skilled by any means, but I do have luck on my side. Usually. Not anymore. Now it's just turning into pain with no gain. Tearing at my schedule and sanity, but the people are actually decently kind compared to the rest. Should probably get some more clovers, just in case. Even if I feel like their luck's worn out. I do play Town of Salem too. I've had my moments, but I'm there for fun, not wins, and people resent me for that. I mean, I do win now and then, but it's never enough for some people. Humor, chaos, victory. The only things that truly sate my needs anymore, and I don't get enough.
I also happened to join in a Hypixel Danganronpa thing, for fun. (Game 1) (Game 2) Let's just say, in short, that luck's been good. Currently the only person to have won both games, so I guess that counts as entertaining also. Still don't understand how my process there is related to my amateuristic mafia gameplay, ahaha! Oh well, I'll take what I get, and this seems to be good enough. Yet another excuse to kill everyone I know and lose trust in myself and others, indeed! Absolute fun.
I don't know anymore. Live is life, so we do the best we can. But sometimes it's just not living anymore, and your best yields nothing but pain and no gain. And then what can we do, when the world feels bleak and hopeless? I'm supposed to enjoy my childhood years. But school, expectations, reality? Falling knives that I can't dodge forever. But I'll try to keep the facade of a happy, innocent individual for as long as I can, anyways. Don't know for who, anymore.
I’m bored, exhausted, uncaring, unneeded. Real life, forums, here, there, elsewhere, who knows. It’s a constant. There's nothing really left for me, at this point. And I'm young, compared to some people. What does that spell for you? And besides, what’s real here? I just feel transparent nowadays. And I can't be bothered to care, honestly. Life won't stop for me, even if it's just an endless loop of toil and tedium. Which it is, really. I expect I'll be nothing more than a footnote once my time comes to pass. So many things to say, some of which might not be true? Who knows? Not you. Not me. Who knows? We'll see.
Astatine's half-assed attempt at recording their Mafia Stats
my shitty first game where I think I was that one VT that gets lynched at LyLo because I'm shit at the game and forgot it was LyLo too, whyyy
Game 35: Astronaut Who's Access Key Keeps Breaking, the Town Alternating Commuter/Deflector. Victory, although I died from being generous with my deflect, lul. SUPREME FINISH THE GODDAMN FLAVOR POSTS AAAAA
Minimafia within Game 35: Assassin. Actually managed to win without dying despite writing a huge text block in my DM over indecision.
Game 25: Spookycat27, the Town Developer. Last lynch of the game, dying and losing as is the usual, how fun... I am incompetent.
Game 38: White Male with Middle Income. Hydra'd with Gikkle. Best Townie Award which is 99.99% Gikkle while I just existed in the background.
Minimafia 3 or summat: The worst Mafia Godfather you will ever see. Probably. Flavor was A=C and B=C therefore B=C A=C.
SignatureThe creator of the Forum Games/Hunger Games Simulator thread, Head GM of the “Forum Adventures”, "Forum Duels" and "Survive the Apocalypse" forumgames, do I even count as a Roaster Poster anymore, and probably the most instinctive/indecisive combo of a mafia player you will ever see. Peacemaker and Peacebreaker role of the Forums, wakaka! We ain't what we look like, remember that. Even if I'm forgotten. It'll happen. It always does.
“A visible piece of astatine would immediately vaporize itself because of the heat generated by its intense radioactivity... our cube would, briefly, contain more astatine than has ever been synthesized. I say “briefly” because it would immediately turn into a column of superheated gas. The heat alone would give third-degree burns to anyone nearby, and the building would be demolished. The cloud of hot gas would rise rapidly into the sky, pouring out heat and radiation. The explosion would be just the right size to maximize the amount of paperwork your lab would face. If the explosion were smaller, you could potentially cover it up. If it were larger, there would be no one left in the city to submit paperwork to.”
"It turns out that an eerie type of chaos can lurk just behind a facade of order - and yet, deep inside the chaos lurks an even eerier type of order."
Mafia Status: Town W-L: 2/3 Mafia W-L: 0/0 Neutral W-L: 0/0 Deaths: 3/5
MicroMafia Status: Town W-L: 0/0 Mafia W-L: 1/1 Neutral W-L: 0/0 Deaths: 1/2